Lovesick
I find myself sick of just about everything right now.
Life, death, pain, joy, memories, the future, even love. But the truth of the matter is, all of the things I’m sick of, are the things that make Love beautiful.
Gods love is so much better then anything I can possibly be plagued by, and makes all things grow strangely dim.
How can I be sick of love?
Human finite love, broken attempts to see someone the way God sees us. It’s difficult when we don’t truly understand Gods love for us.
Maybe all of the problems in this world stem from a fundamental misunderstanding of being loved. It appears to me that one cannot understand God’s great love without knowing both our and his characters and natures.
Without that we find ourselves. Lovesick.
That was December 5 2021. A time of suffering and deep thought. God used the darkest I had been in a very long time to show me my need for His grace and presence.
We truly cannot love properly until we understand God’s love for us. I hope that sticks with you, may the pursuit of God’s love be the quest of your life.
1 John 3:16 (ESV): By this we know love, that he laid down his life for us, and we ought to lay down our lives for the brothers.
God bless you all
